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Intrigued By My Confusion
Through My Crimson Tears

These are poems that just have to do with what I feel and think everyday...there are not based on anything specific.

"I Tried"
I tried to stop him, I swear I did
Why didn't I succeed?
I told him a bullet's not the answer
But he no longer saw a need.
He was consistant in his decision
He had is mind set
I tried to make him realize
But he said his life was far too in debt.
"Please come to your senses" I begged
But he still refused
I wish my pleads were heard
Instead he made the front page of the daily news.
I told him that I would help him
And we'd make it through this
I remember him checking the safety
As I told him all the things I would miss.
I saw the frightened tear
And I wiped it away
He aimed the barrel at his temple
As he repeated , "I can no longer stay."
I can still hear the sound of the pistol
The echo of that silencing sound
I only hope that he knew
He was the only true love I've ever found.

"On The Line"
Why do I hear another voice
I thought you were alone in the house
I recognize the voice in the background
Shhh...be quiet as a mouse.
How could you do this to me
I thought that you loved me
I guess things happen for a reason
This is a failed heart that's free.
I've had a fear of this happening
But I never thought it really would
Why did it have to be with her
I guess things are as they should.
You told me I was all you needed
That neglected all you wanted though
I could never forgive you for this
I just thought you should know.
Now there's laughter on the line
This just keeps getting better
Her voice is so obnoxious and annoying
I hope you're constantly making her wetter.
I suppose this is what you want now
Don't worry, I'll be just fine
I cannot believe your bullshit
There's another voice on the line.